peek~a~boo

knowing you takes my breath away.. seeing you made me blush.. talking to you all night and day.. feels like screaming joyfully on the top of my lungs.. I felt so light and relaxed.. Being so close to you.. But day by day I realize.. It’s not the usual feeling I use to feel.. You made my heart beat furiously.. Adrenaline rushing to my face.. Butterflies in my stomach wanting to break free.. Making me feel so tickly and funny.. Still not losing my grace.. I think I know what’s love by then.. The word itself makes me smile.. When I remember when.. You said that you’re loving as well.. But to whom I don’t know.. I secretly wished it was me.. But who am I to tell.. That I don’t deserve someone like you.. Especially someone like you.. So I tried to shut my doors.. Restrained myself from loving you.. But.. i don’t know how to stop it from spreading.. it’s like a virus with no antidote.. I suffered from not sleeping.. Ate with a stomach not filling.. Walked like a blind man on the streets… Talked to the birds, bees and the trees.. I wished all of this will end.. At this moment I wish I can just be your trusted friend.. But I can’t lie to myself either.. I don’t want my love for you to die.. And to wither… i promise i will be ever so loving.. if there is a glimmer of hope.. trust is what we both are looking for.. care and support is what’s next.. most important of all… love is what takes above the rest… i’ve done my best.. to help you see.. that love can be found.. in the coldest place wherever you might be.. now what i’m waiting for… is just your love.. and be with me..

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