just one look back into the past
NEED TO GET A CURE FOR MY WRITER’S BLOCK!!i’m just plain bored. haihzz..i miss all my friends back in secondary school. the feeling is absolutely different back then. all of us were maturing together. laughing our heads off a sickening jokes, not to mention horny ones..(thanks a lot kian liang and kirsten).
it’s just life i guess. not always the way you want it. the only way is to adapt to permanent changes. sometimes i look back into my past, viewing at the things i have done, there are certainly lots of mistakes. but being myself keeps me happy, so i hope friends out there..accept me the way i am. i am lonely at heart, where my family does not show much support. at some resort, i rely a lot on friends. but it’s all one network of friends out there, linking to one another.. jealousy is still around in the friendship world. what can i do?some things are not worth to put up into a fight. i rather let it go. in my life, i am surrounded by guys more than girls. maybe it’s because of my personality. not that i don’t like girls. but sometimes things are not right to be discussed among them.. in a girl’s world, there’s sure to have backstabbing and mean statements. i find it intolerable. my point of sensitivity has reached the optimum level. yet laughter is profound when there’s a girl talk. hee…hee..hee..
some things just stick to you in life… the past will always affect the future, one way or the other. it depends on how you think and act on the situation which is the same, right in front of your eyes. ahhhhhh………right now..i just wanna crawl to my kitchen and indulge into chocs…
