peek~a~boo

i have to admit.. as i type this down.. tears start to form from my teary glands.. i didn’t know what went wrong between the both of me and you. i’m not speaking of Romero….. i’m speaking of someone who i used to know.. who i thought he’s a great guy, who seems capable of handling things.. till one day.. he just broke down.. and i did the best i can to cheer him up.. as in try to be there for him.. and through this i did not mention anything about his problem. but to support him. and to be a friend. and i thought i did the best i could.. but..yet.. he slipped away further.. he avoided me. i didn’t know why.. and all that i could think of is that i messaged him.. not even trying to talk about the matter… and when the problem he had was solved…. i congratulated him… i wished him for the best.. i support his decision.. .. and still….. he avoids me?? i don’t get you… things you tell me through messages..it’s like hanging in mid-air.. leaving me without an answer of how is your condition. leaving me worried about how to tell you things will be alright.. but.. all i get was….that i don’t understand? of course i don’t understand.. you yourself did not tell me the whole situation.. sigh……how was i to know if there’s anything bad going on.. anything that will make your day? anything about like -hey i gtg.. got things to attend to.. get you updated or stuff like that..

or i am the one being so stupid to worry for you?? i certainly dont blame myself for doing so. sigh… seems to me i have fate with your car more than i have fate with you in college everyday. and when i thought.. that you were there for me.. and i can be there for you as well…

guess it wont be the same again between us huh?? i wish you all the best…