peek~a~boo

peekaboo!!here i am again.. writing a new post. crapping all the way to lala land. what happened this past few months? plenty. don’t know where to start. it’s like i’m caught between the tides.drifting apart. sigh… family’s been sucky lately. ohh.. have a sis in law now.. :).. she’s cool.. haha.. another member in the complicated family of mine. but why marry at such an early age? looking at my brothers, i’m kinda afraid to get into a relationship already.. so many things to do.. so little time..need lots of understanding.. income unstable.. romours from lots of people. they can never stop talking.

my family.. not talking about the nucleus one.. but the extended.. until i can barely know whether strangers i met on the streets is actually related in blood.grandpa passed away few years back. left my paternal grandma lonely in life. even though she has got so many kids and grandkids. do her kids actually care? one of them is successful.. and yet i can’t see anything done for her. only we-specifically.. my siblings and i.. run errands for her. visit her from time to time. yes i agree it’s a part of our obligation as a grandchild, to take care of the older ones. but there are limitations where we can’t exceed. some of us don’t have the income to do so many things. and it’s like.. six aunts and five uncles. amazing how many you can give birth to and yet they tend to forget about one mother who’s sick and lonely at home waiting for their phonecall or caring faces showing up at the door. let’s calculate… eleven to one..(daddy’s not counted cuz he’s ok ok la…)WOW… amazing..isn’t it?

okay.. i know i’m a rascal bitching about my own uncles and aunts. but.. i love my grandma. she’s the kindest. in the family . doesn’t show favourism nor hatred. throughout her bitter years.. how she struggled to get things together. tolerate a few bitches in the family. cook delicious things. learned how to survive without my grandpa. and ageing gracefully. i’ll have to admit.. i am a banana in hokkien dialect. so i do have lots of trouble communicating with my grandma. and sometimes i can’t do things for her due to lack of communication. but it’s fun to see both of us giving hand signs, smiling and hugging. smooching too..kekekeke….

nothing’s like home..?? i’d say nothing’s like a happy home..

end of crap.

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